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I need to talk and i know that nobody comes here anymore so i might as well let it go here.

my problem:  What do you do when the high doesent work anymore? Where is left to go from here, i mean isint that as far as it gets? if theres more than i need to know. But who in the world do i ask? Im so bored and unhappy sometimes, i mean, just because there is nothing to do and life is just so extremelly boring. thats it. thats my damn reasoning. It may not sound like a good reason, but its my reason... and i dont know how to fix the boredom after this.  Its friday, i should be happy for the weekend, i mean shouldnt i? isint everyone else?  But me... i have no plans, and if i were to make plans it would be the same plans i have every weekend. im bored with those plans. I want to do new things and try new things but nobody wants to do those things with me.. or they, or i dont have money. So im stuck here. And... the high isint getting me out of it this time. where do i go now?

Back so soon Cher? Why yes i am.

So Im in love with this song from Butch Walker (formerly of Mavelous 3). Its called Jennies Song. I listen to it and wonder what ever happend to jenny and how she is doing now.  Here are the lyrics:

All alone in your dirty chair, washing all your dirty hair, and wondering how long till they come for you. Watch the lines form on your face and down the block all the people chase just what you were after before this happend to you...

(Chorus) and if i could be the chains that fall from you and let you fly to the angels, if i could be your pain i'd run from you so far away. If I could turn the time back just one day, it might just be enouph to say all things i never said to you.

Make the plans to fall in place, already fall behind in the race and you cant keep up and i know that it pisses you off. And your roller coaster climbs a hill, up and down you should of seen you, are you ready to get up....  

(Chorus) If I could be the chains that fall from you and let you fly like an angel, if i could be the pain i'd run from you so far away, If I could turn the time back just one day it might just be enouph to say, all the things i never said to youuuuuu. To youuuuuu.

And what you dont know won't hurt you, and what you dont show will kill you, what you dont know wont hurt you, what you dont show will kill you....

(chorus)

Well I havent written in awhile. There are two reasons for that. One is, well, no one is reading this anyway so its not like its that important unless i have something i want to say or am bored. Two... is that i got my promotion at work and haven't really had time. I started this whole thing so that i would have something to do at work while i didnt feel like working, now i dont seem to have that option because im constinatly busy and before i know it, its 4:00 and time to leave. Today is an exception though. Something her upset me, that i dont care to share with anyone. Its a dumb little thing really, but its the point that count in the end. So... my payback???    Not working. Do as little as i can while im here, and only take care of the things that need to be taken care of. done. Does this effect the upsetee? no it dont. It just makes me feel better on the insides for whatever dumb reason. I cant so much say that im upset though because it is christmas eve and im having my big christmas eve party tonight that i cant wait to get to!! and i love christmas, so i cant wait to see angels face tomorow when he opens all his gifts. Since im not being busy this day and i have things to do, time is really going slowly. figures. But thats the way it always happends doesent it. I hope that all of you have a happy merry christmas. hugs and kisses.

Mccain sucks. Obama dont. Enouph said.

If ur voting for that old raggedy little man then were not friends. Yea, barack looks a little funny, but at least he thinks like... well "normal" people.  Does mccain really think he's gonna take the hillary voters by picking a woman vp? Does he think were that stupid? Its so obvious what he was trying to do, shes not even smart!! His people 'advised' him to do it. Whatever. And whats up with his commercial with the whole "change" thing. That was Obamas first. He cant even think of his own campaign commercials? Like everyone didnt notice that? really? seriously? Wow, i bet there are some pictures of him coming up, getting off the short bus.

Am i speaking too soon? should i have saved this for tomorow?.... nah... i dont give a f***.

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So camping was really fun. I have some pics that I will try to post tonight, if not tonight, then soon or later. It totally downpoured on Saturday night, but it was still awsome, we just sat on the porch and got toor up. Plus there was a tin roof, so when the rain hit it, the sound was relaxing... is it possible to be relaxing when your trashed? hmm... idk. I got a cool pic of the rain too, it looks like snow when you look at it. It was pitch black out, so when the flash went off it looked like crystal.  I love the rain, so it mighta been a plus, only thing was we couldnt have the bonfire, but we had one friday so it was even. It was in lancaster pa. We went to this store called the outhouse. It was like a grownups toy store. Me explaining it will just trash what it really is, so if you care, you can look it up online and check it out.

So I'm still new here, I'm trying to get in some rings and visit other peoples sites. I even started a ring. I dont exactly know what im suppose to do with it, but I'll figure it out. I know nobody is on the forums, which is why I havent posted anything, i dont wanna be talking to myself. But maybe if i start some threads then people will join. Maybe not. It's whatever. I wonder if anybody even read this? Probely not. And there i go again talking to myself. *smiles* .

Oh, halloween! almost forgot. Im getting dressed up when i walk my son around trick or treating, were going to a friends neighborhood and chillin afterward. I will definatly post pics!! And i wanna see everyone elses too! My only thought was that my outfit (which is not exactly picked yet, except the wig), is kinda... sluty... in a way. Am i gonna look stupid because im walking my son around in it? I mean, nothing is showing or hanging out, its just sexy like. I guess i will find out when i see the other moms staring at me and rolling there eyes. 

ttyl!!!  xoxoxox 

So were going camping this weekend with some friends. I know, its like freezing cold out, but we got a cabin, if that makes it better. Although i dont know if there is heat or not. If theres not..well... we'll just freeze then. I'll sit by the firepit all night and get tore up, then i wont feel ish. lol. I think that was all of our plan anyway. It up in pa, so were gonna do some shopping while were there maybe, idk. Well this was short and simple. I was just bored. But isisnt that the only reason that I really come here anyway? ttyl!!

As I mature, I?ve learned that:

You cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.

I?ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes.

I?ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.

I?ve learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you?d better have a big willy or huge boobs.

I?ve learned that you shouldn?t compare yourself to others- they are more screwed up than you think.

I?ve learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you?re finished.

I?ve learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities.

I?ve learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to take its place!